we build a vessel called salah for our unburdening

[excerpts from chat with a good non-Muslim friend]03/../2023 3:39 PMi had a really upsetting dream very early this morning. very upsetting, but carrying this tiny vein of possibility of hope. then when I woke up to make my morning prayers, I felt more lucid than I often do. and a beautiful thought occurred to me […]

An Illuminated heart

Background During early post-shahada days, I listened to Sh. Hamza Yusef’s Capetown Muslim Events seerah series, and as rich and compelling as the whole series is, his relaying of some events is especially moving.  One of those is the story of the lost necklace of a young Aisha radiyallahu anha*, her recovery of which resulted […]

there is a crack in everything

laqlouq

…that’s how the light gets in.-L. Cohen Trauma has a stickiness and a gravity that becomes a deep identity trap, not by conscious decision but by default in a secular capitalist society that not only doesn’t provide the tools to move through and beyond it, but indeed commodifies it. This secular life does not teach […]

If the ocean were ink…

vast ocean

18:109 Say, ˹O Prophet,˺ “If the ocean were ink for ˹writing˺ the Words of my Lord, it would certainly run out before the Words of my Lord were finished, even if We refilled it with its equal.” 31:27 If all the trees on earth were pens and the ocean ˹were ink˺, refilled by seven other […]